There are times that I thought of sending my application to one of the call centers here. I really missed working and I really missed taking calls from various states. I feel like I am becoming so boring and dull by not being productive, I always depending on my husband’s income, I sometimes thought I need also to contribute for our expenses. My day-to-day expenses is getting huge, I could not believe how much thousands would I spend for the whole month. I am just thankful that my husband did not complain at all, but even though I am not wasting his money out of nothing, I still can’t help to be guilty. I really feel like I am being useless. Although my husband keeps on telling me that I am not because I am the one who’s taking good care of my kids. How I wish, when the kids already grows up, there are still companies that would accept me and would eventually hire me.