During Christmas Season

My husband has this hat for years now, I wonder if he likes a new one because if he loves to have a nice fox hat, I will probably give that to him as my Christmas gift or maybe he could choose one of the best items in fox racing apparel.  Oh well, how I wish we can be together this Christmas, that’s always my dream every year, every time the Christmas season is approaching. I know God will answer my wishes in the future or maybe soon, I just have to be patient and be optimistic about it. 
He got many plans and I am holding to his promise because if I won’t, I already might have given up. I am not a perfect wife and he is not a perfect husband either I guess no one is perfect in this world but there’s one thing we ought to have and that is our great love to each other. 
There are times I wonder if we are really meant for each other, I even told him about that. His love to me is just too strong so he said that if we weren’t maybe we didn’t have our beloved little teapot, our very own Faith. God gave us Faith so even we are miles apart; we will hold that faith because of her. 
I admit every Christmas I always longed for him; I always want to give my Christmas presents to him personally and not only in mails and such. I always want to buy and surprise him things online I want to see his reaction upon receiving it. But it didn’t realize last Christmas and the other year; I wonder when could we be together as a family not only for special occasion but everyday. 
My kids are always missing him during occasion. It was only on our wedding since we have him and after that all the special occasions are empty because we don’t have him. My eldest daughter always asks of him to be here but it seems like it is hard this time. Actually, it is really getting hard; it is only because of my children, why I am standing still. It is because of my kids that I still have my Merry Christmas. But even if my husband will not going to make it again this year, we are still giving him some gifts to at least he can feel the spirit of Christmas and that to let him know that we cared and love him very much. 

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